Beijing Diaries April 25, 2004
“We don’t have religion in China, we believe in the Communist Party,” said Shelley, and this week I got to be in a film about a Party legend, reflect on my life in China, and visit Chengde; summer home of the Mongolian Emperors that ruled before the Party took power.
“Religion is the first topic I want to discuss with you,” directed Shelley, a rather imposing finance clerk, studying English here at BLCU. “I believe that the majority of people in your country are Christians – that is right?” My British reserve at discussing this caught me by surprise as much as her question. Israel, my American flat mate, is actively involved in the church and it seems as though western groups are filling the vacuum that exists as Party doctrine gives way to more freedoms. “What is the one priority of all of your people?” she continued, peering at me through her serious spectacles. My attempt to reason that different groups have different life issues was met with a slight impatience; I wondered if individuality is still principally a western concept – rather inefficient and extravagant for a nation of 1.4bn people.
Tuesday 20th
‘Although believing the battles against SARS and avian flu have not yet ended, Lee said he was quite impressed by China’s quick control of the two diseases.’ (China Daily)
Jean, whom I met climbing Mount Kinabalu (Xmas day 2000) pressed me for my real feelings about being here. At 37 I no longer feel as though life is timeless; I want to be getting on with something meaningful – a family and a valuable project. The wonderful unaccountability of my young student life has been replaced with a desire to maximize time. I must juggle study with client work, balance financial prudence with fatigue at splitting US$10 restaurant bills 8 ways, and a disappointment at being considered by the girls as an uncle, not a prospect. The wild sow like sound of people clearing their throat still makes me cringe, and I miss the civility of Singapore and the culture of Europe. But I still believe that I am growing and am energized by that growth, and for now that outweighs the frustrations that accompany this journey.
On Wednesday I went to the Beijing Aviation Museum, to take part in the final episode of a 30-part TV drama about Deng Xiaoping. In 1977 Deng came to power as Vice Premier, Vice Chairman of the Party and Chief of Staff of the Peoples Liberation Army. It was Deng who famously proclaimed in 1993 “to get rich is glorious,” twenty years after implementing the ‘Four Modernizations’ programme that included the ‘Responsibility System’ which allowed farms and factories to sell their surpluses; the thin end of the broad wedge of the capitalism today. CCTV was going to air 6 months after commissioning, with filming in China, Japan and America. It didn’t appear to matter that an American woman played Margaret Thatcher, while I sat next to a Frenchman and Russian as advisors to Thatcher; aboard Mao Zedong’ private plane; which was pretty cool. I got the part, without audition, as ‘agents’ roam campus looking for western faces; and after a full day of waiting, and 5 minutes on set, I was paid the princely sum of RMB300 (US$25) – and got a great photo of myself with Deng.
That night at my local takeaway, Xiao Song had his books ready for me, and his homework done. Last week while waiting for my dinner, I asked the 21 year old delivery lad, who lives in the basement bicycle garage, to read the text with me. An hour later we had worked on a short dialogue he could use to greet people in English when they entered the sparsely decorated, neon lit canteen. Sabine came to meet me there; Xiao offered her a menu and a cup of tea, with a beaming smile. Almost every child here has taken English from the age of 11 for six years, and Xiao is one of those that just have no chance to use it; but is delighted to try. My favourite line was when he introduced himself as ‘Barbeque’ instead of ‘Barbara’ – part of a textbook dialogue that had healthy looking Americans sitting outside talking about engineering jobs at IBM – it might as well have been talking about astronauts.
Thursday – word on campus is that there are some confirmed cases of SARS. People are nervously waiting for news.
Friday I put the SARS news aside, and looked forward to an evening at the Forbidden City Concert Hall. I spent several hours in the Quantel office, reconnecting with EASTWEST by signing cheques and reviewing performance. As planned, Derrick and the team are managing the shop excellently. In the evening, Maria, Megan, Marcello (Argentinean, American and Uruguayan) and I went to listen to Irwin Hoffman conduct the Beijing Symphony Orchestra. Hoffman, gray-haired and grandfatherly, inspired the orchestra to play Brahms and Respighi with hypnotic gesticulations and warm encouragement. I noticed he conducted the 3 pieces and 3 encore without a score which Maria and I thought impressive. People talked, moved seats, and even left during the performance, but mercifully no one took a phone call.
Up 06.30 on Saturday to travel to Cheng de by train, 255km north east of Beijing – in Mongol territory. On the train, an American visiting professor showed us the article – four confirmed SARS cases and one death in Beijing. We all read it slowly, anxiously exploring our options. Finding Chengde at the confluence of 4 rivers and surrounded by stunning rocky outcrops, Emperor Kangxi liked it so much that in 1703 he built his summer palace there. His grandson, Qianlong, had a policy of building replicas of architecture from around China, and we went to see the stunning replica of Lhasa Potala palace; with some interesting directions – my favourite sign was for ‘Genitl Emen.’ With so much construction and reconstruction, I felt the monuments were beginning to lack authenticity, if not credibility, and at a hefty RMB50 – RMB90 (US$5-10) to enter each location, Cheng de was becoming more a theme park than a noble retreat. The best memory for me will be when Megan and I rented torches and ascended steep green carpeted steps to view the Guanyin (goddess of mercy) statue; at 28 meters high it is the biggest wooden sculpture of it’s kind in the world!
End-note:
If SARS does rear it’s ugly head again, then we will all need to believe in the Party and it’s ability to contain it. On a personal level I don’t want to leave Beijing before my time. Another outbreak of SARS will be terrible for business. The ‘Meet in Beijing’ music festival is being joined by the ‘International Drama Festival’ – having found this enjoyable element of Beijing, I would be sad to not to be able to go to anything. Most things spread from Beijing to the provinces, I hope this SARS outbreak is not one of them.

